# Before Death Comes #

A poem about aging, risk, regret, and resilience. It expresses the thoughts of someone who has faced difficulties and emotions but still chooses growth over comfort and life over fear.

# Before Death Comes #

There comes an age
when you stop pretending
every decision felt right.

I have walked into rooms
that disturbed my peace,
taken risks that left me awake at night,
and smiled through regrets
I could never explain to anyone.

But still—
I would rather bruise my pride
than let my spirit rust in comfort.

At this age,
I no longer fear embarrassment.
I fear becoming still.

So I tested the rivers of life—
cold rivers,
deep rivers,
rivers that stole my certainty
and returned me to myself.

Sometimes, life feels unbearably heavy.
Sometimes, strangely beautiful.
And if I embarrass myself,
let it mean I tried.

Because death will come only once—
but before then,
I intend to live
a thousand difficult, beautiful lives.

(Vijay Verma)
www.retiredkalam.com



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22 replies

  1. very nice .

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  2. What a beautifully honest piece Verma ji. ✨It carries the courage of someone who has known pain, regret, growth, and still chooses to live fully.“I fear becoming still” such a powerful and unforgettable line. ✨

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    • Thank you so much for these thoughtful and heartfelt words. ✨
      “I fear becoming still” came from a very quiet and honest place within me — that fear of losing movement, growth, emotion, and the will to keep living fully despite everything life brings.

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  3. Right on brother! It’s a journey meant for ups and downs!

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    • Absolutely, brother! Life is never a straight road — it bends, climbs, falls, and rises again.
      Those ups and downs are what shape our strength, wisdom, and character.
      A journey without challenges would never teach us the value of patience, hope, and resilience.

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  4. A beautiful and inspiring poem Vijay. Living life to the fullest is our desire

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  5. What a deeply thought-provoking poem. The lines about choosing to bruise your pride rather than letting your spirit rust in comfort truly hit home. It’s a wonderful reminder that the real fear is becoming still, not embarrassment. Thank you for sharing this beautiful perspective on living a full life.

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    • Thank you , dear for such a thoughtful reflection 🤍

      You understood the heart of the poem exactly as I hoped someone might. Sometimes a bruised pride heals quickly, but a spirit that slowly rusts from fear or stillness is much harder to revive. I’m really glad those lines spoke to you in a meaningful way.

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  6. A thoughtful and reflective theme—beautifully capturing the balance between regret, resilience, and the quiet strength found in accepting life’s journey through aging. 🌿✨

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    • Thank you so much. 🤍🌿

      I really appreciate you taking the time to reflect on it so thoughtfully. There’s something very human about that balance you mentioned — learning to sit with what’s been, while still finding strength in what remains ahead.

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