
A poem about aging, risk, regret, and resilience. It expresses the thoughts of someone who has faced difficulties and emotions but still chooses growth over comfort and life over fear.
# Before Death Comes #
There comes an age
when you stop pretending
every decision felt right.
I have walked into rooms
that disturbed my peace,
taken risks that left me awake at night,
and smiled through regrets
I could never explain to anyone.
But still—
I would rather bruise my pride
than let my spirit rust in comfort.
At this age,
I no longer fear embarrassment.
I fear becoming still.
So I tested the rivers of life—
cold rivers,
deep rivers,
rivers that stole my certainty
and returned me to myself.
Sometimes, life feels unbearably heavy.
Sometimes, strangely beautiful.
And if I embarrass myself,
let it mean I tried.
Because death will come only once—
but before then,
I intend to live
a thousand difficult, beautiful lives.
(Vijay Verma)
www.retiredkalam.com

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very nice .
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Thank you soo much.
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What a beautifully honest piece Verma ji. ✨It carries the courage of someone who has known pain, regret, growth, and still chooses to live fully.“I fear becoming still” such a powerful and unforgettable line. ✨
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Thank you so much for these thoughtful and heartfelt words. ✨
“I fear becoming still” came from a very quiet and honest place within me — that fear of losing movement, growth, emotion, and the will to keep living fully despite everything life brings.
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