# In Search of Childhood #

This poem reflects on aging and the desire to reconnect with childhood innocence. It considers the heaviness of responsibilities, the hurt of lost connections, and memories that linger.

Instead of wanting to relive the past, the speaker aims to find the childlike wonder, hope, and purity that adulthood often hides. It gently reminds us that beneath adult burdens,

“In Search of Childhood

As the evening settles
beneath a fading sky,
I close my eyes
and wander back.

Not to a place,
but to a feeling.

A time when laughter
came without effort,
when tears dried quickly,
and tomorrow was never a worry.

Life has filled my hands
with responsibilities,
my heart with memories,
and my eyes with quiet storms.

Some people stayed only long enough
to become beautiful regrets.

Some promises
were never meant to last.

Yet every now and then,
my dreams open a forgotten door,
and I hear the echoes
of a child who once believed
the world would always be kind.

So I sit with the silence,
not trying to change the past,
only hoping to find
the innocent soul I left behind.

Yes,
I am still searching…
for the wonder
of a forgotten child.

(Vijay Verma).
www.retiredkalam.com



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12 replies

  1. Beautiful words Vijay. The ache of yesterday and remembering memories.🌿🍂

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    • Thank you so much for your kind words. 🌿 They truly mean a lot to me. I believe yesterday never really leaves us—it quietly lives on in our memories, shaping who we become. Sometimes revisiting those moments is not about holding on to the past, but about rediscovering the innocence and hope we once carried within us.

      I’m so glad the poem resonated with you. Thank you for reading and for sharing your thoughtful reflection. 🙏

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  2. Way to go Vijay, I really love your thoughts.🥰

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    • Thank you so much! 🥰
      Your kind encouragement truly means a lot to me. I simply try to give words to the emotions and experiences we all carry within us.

      Knowing that my thoughts resonate with you is the greatest reward. Thank you for your constant support and kindness. Wishing you joy and inspiration always! 🌿🙏

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  3. very nice .

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  4. Your poem captures the feeling of lost youth very well. We all have times and memories that we like to harken back to, a time that may have brought us peace, comfort or happiness. Sometimes these memories are accurate, sometimes, time has embellished them to make them seem better. Either way, getting our minds out of the worries of the world is worth the trip. Happy weekend. Allan

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  5. Two phrases stuck out to me “beautiful regrets” and “forgotten child.” Aging comes with many struggles, and sometimes those past moments feel hard to let go of.

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