# A Genuine Promise to Me #

This poem is about realizing oneself, feeling regret, and healing. It reflects the moment when someone stops living for others and starts to listen to themselves.

Through forgiveness and self-acceptance, it shows the bravery needed to recover lost dreams and live honestly—moving forward not in perfection, but in truth.

A Genuine Promise to Me #

After so long, today I pause,
I look at my face without a cause.
In the silent mirror, I stand and stare,
Listening to truths I left buried there.

So many times, I tried to smile,
I walked away from me a while.
I traded dreams for borrowed peace,
Asked my own wishes to quietly cease.

I left my wants on broken roads,
To please the world, I took its loads.
I said “someday” and carried on,
Pretending strength meant never gone.

But today I turn, and clearly see,
Those lost paths still waiting for me.
I breathe in deep, I call my name,
Invite my joy, release the shame.

Today I whisper, “I’m sorry, friend,
For truths I bent, for fires I burned.
For every time I chose a lie,
And watched my truest dreams slowly die.”

I hold myself and gently say,
“I’m here. I won’t run away.
Each hidden tear, each silent plea—
I promise now, I choose me.”

Forgive me, heart, for all that pain,
For trading sun for gentle rain.
This road is hard, but it feels right,
To walk with me—toward honest light.

(Vijay Verma)
 www.retiredkalam.com



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  1. very nice .

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  2. Thank you, dear friend… true words.

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  3. A gentle and introspective reflection—capturing the journey of self-realization, healing, and the power of forgiveness to reclaim one’s own life.

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    • Thank you for sharing that. It means a lot to know the reflection resonated with you—especially the themes of healing and forgiveness. Reclaiming one’s own life is such a quiet but powerful journey, and I’m grateful you saw that in it.

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  5. Thank you for your vulnerability in this heartfelt reflection, Verma. We readers are so grateful to hear about our writer’s journey on and off the gentle ink and paper. This poem struck me deeply, as I sometimes struggle with this. I get so caught up in the perfect time, the perfect tools, or simply the perfect skills to begin or finish a writing project that I don’t realize how fast time is going. Thank you for this reminder, and thank you for sharing your graceful, thoughtful reflection. Blessings. 🕊️💕

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    • Thank you so much for your kind and thoughtful words. 💛 It’s encouraging to hear that the reflection resonated with you—I think many of us wrestle with waiting for the “perfect” moment or tools. Writing, like life, often asks us simply to begin, imperfectly, and trust the process. Your response reminds me of the shared journey in creativity, and I’m truly grateful for your warmth and blessings. 🕊️✨

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